there are times when i wonder, where does chris martin from coldplay gets all those inspiration from. i mean i'm betting it's not from gwyneth. i idolize him, the way he owns the stage, the way he plays the piano bouncing his whole body like that but most of all because his lyrics. can someone tell me, where on earth can i buy that type of gift in writing? nothings impossible, so don't tell me i can't find it in a store somewhere.

one single act. one single foolish act then my brain thinks that it has the right to fetch all those memories from years back. if my brain was a computer, my memory of you would be located on the trash bin. sadly, i never had the courage to permanently delete you. i was clicking through youtube and it lead me to The Shins' playlist, clips from garden state started to come back, the year 2004 started to creep in on me and you were there. well you weren't, but i'd like to think in spirit, you were.

there's this youtube comment for 'New Slang' and it said "this song might've not change my life..but the girl who showed it to me did." you were my best friend, and then you just stopped being there for me. i still wishes you the world. it's the scariest feeling. the thought that i just don't think that i'll ever get over you, is the scariest feeling. yes, it's another title from one of garden state's soundtrack.

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my generation are exposed to the world wide web for years now and i would like to say that i am very much grateful for all the social networking sites (which are a plenty as you would have known, since you my dear do live in the same era as i am living, and as you my love are reading this post, hence you are pretty much involve in this so called world wide web movement). 

i have tried my hands on most of the well-known social networking sites there is. some are brilliant and some ain't just getting it. blogging sites are still my favorite, with the option that people can still be anonymous even they've written gazillions pages of post. i still think it's friggin mind blowing that our posts can lead someone into believing that one is wild, one is shy, one is a sex driven machine by posting pornographic content and some f-ed up slander words or perhaps one is a genuinely smart with the ability of writing tongue twisting words resulting people question themselves after reading his/her posts whether we are smart enough for not understanding those words. 

do you feel the same way as i do?

i was so obsessed on blogger templates just now and spent the last 4 hours in finding that one particular theme in which i like. in which i can't seem to find. in which i feel defeated. so i chose this simple layout instead. lazy.

where times are difficult i blatantly admit i will not be the one who will figure things out. i guess those types of saying like "to keep moving even when the going gets rough" just don't fit me.

most of the times i won't admit that i love some of my favorite movies just because of its' colors.

it bothers me that my generation feels ashamed to ride a public transportation. such a pity.